im not very inspired, well i have no motivation or maybe im just tired.
um, i need to go out and take pictures. on a good day to make my pictures better, cause i need some light, untill i get better lenses.
i was thinking takin my film camera out and having fun, but i have no money for film
best buy hasnt called me back, urgh
ive been goin to the gym to get all sexy for the ladies.

um.... yeah
still want a 7d, and more tattoos, so i need that job.
and some promotion. so .... but that would only be locally.
like i would like to do some senior photos and event stuff but i have been busy. and now the weather sucks monkey cock
anyways

i need somthing to take pictures of. or at least some drive to post the crappy ones i have now.
so comments. kk
kthanks kbye

ps
anyone one know any good video software so i can start vloging????

thanks


ps again
i wish da had a faster way to delete unwanted pictures from your gallery

it was long and hard. lol
so yeah i miss people. ive spent a lot of time on school work and not a lot on anything els
i has jorb at best buy, orientation today at 5.
um, single. and wants young beautiful woman who wants a non douche-bag man to listen to music and relax with.
my car should be done today, actually my power steering rack is leaking.. so maybe not
um...

im on winter break, yay
but i miss people like i said. i didnt really get to know many people the first week or two and now i wish i had met them faster. i dont think ill be able to hold on to any of the friendships ive made.. which is lame..

but theres next quarter to make new friends... or somthing

i hate when i sit around by myself, its so depressing and boring.
Figaro isnt very playful either.. so.. always cat-napping, cause shes a cat.. but still

lol

i want a canon 7d, kthankzbai

so
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be my fan on facebook, and invite all yo friends

um.. my drawing prof said i was really good at drawing and she suggested i take etching and printmaking, so yea... lol
um.. my car should be done by monday.. hopefully
um.. my friend is engaged, its weird
um.. wsu won again so were 5-0 , fuck yeah, i love having a press pass
um.. i want a canon 7d, 70-200mm f2.8, 50mm f1.2, and 65mm mp-e 1-5x, so give me $6000, i rly need the 70-200 i can wait on everything else.

um.. lol

what should i take pictures of?

i broke my car.. um... im liking drawing more, not wanting to take the 830 class or the 6 class for drawing 2 class, he prof for the 6 is strict and i dont want to get home at 10 on m and w, but i dont want to get up at 830 and draw, but i dont want to take art history212 with the same prof, cause im just gonna sleep... but maybe ill meet people since ill have to be stuck in the class... study partner?.. maybe. im very deep feeling, and really want to take pictures, but mostly of out of focus stuff, or people, i dont know.. cause i think it would be fun, i could creep if the weather gets better. anyways, i need a job but need to apply to more places, so i can pay for my car and then gas after its fixed. and i need texting so i can talk to the people i want to talk to, since their main forms of conversation is texting... yeah. i have this weird music mood in my head, and none of my music is fitting in, except parts of rap songs, like the bass lines. im very tired and longing for a connection. i want someone to lay around with. um ive been wearing pajama pants for the lst few days, im such a bum... my acne is comming back and i dont like it, since i have acne, moles and shitty hair growing in, if my face wants to grow hair it should grow a full beard , or a hitler stash. not w/e its doing right now... ugh. i want to get drunk and sleep... and lay around with a bunch of ppl just not caring about what time it is... idk. i feel loopy, lol.

has been raping me
i still havent gotten my license or a job and im have way to much hw.
its hard having so much english, but im getting some friends, sorta
i got yelled at in drawing... sigh
i forgot my la101 hw and i didnt do 1 eng101 assignment so im a little behind
i also have to read a bad book about tea and the Himalayas
i need a phone of my own, and a license and a job so i can actually do stuff w/ ppl.. mostly girls, lol

sigh, o i got my ears peirced and then was using my sisters diamond studs but decided i needed something else
so im getting glasses too, lol
but i went to hot topic and bought some 16g Q look earing, there loops w/ a little ball between them.
i have big lobes so they didnt fit at first but i got them in and then i couldnt get the ball on, so im gonna try and
return them, but they're probably gonna be fags about it cause its hot topic.
so im wearing some gold loops but after my ears heal a lil im gonna put some 12b white marble plastic pinch plug things i got
so... yeah

um... i need to take pictures around school, but dont want to feel like a creeper, so im probably gonna sit in
the grass and take pictures of my friends or somthing, but i need money cause i might have a date on thursday lol